2011 has been a whirlwind year, and it's not quite over yet. As we near the holidays and start thinking about the New Year, it's naturally a time to reflect, give thanks, and look forward to what's to come.
When I look back at this time last year, Jennifer Mellor Dance Project had just completed its first artist residency at The Garage | 975 Howard, an intimate performance space in San Francisco. We premiered "Libretto", with an amazing cast of dancers and collaborators, including the talented cellist Jessica Ivry. 2011 brought us featured performances in the Women on the Way Festival, a San Francisco Bay Guardian pick of the week, and an opportunity to perform live with good friend and musician Jason Brown; a second artist residency at The Garage, where we premiered "Les Muses"; two nice reviews of our works; relocation to New York, NY; invitations to perform in New York and Tulsa in 2012; new music from a San Francisco composer to use as we wish; and finally, an artist residency with Living Arts LAB in Tulsa, as well as a guest performance at the New Year's Eve Dream World Disco Ball to ring in 2012.
On a personal note, this has been a mostly fabulous year for me, but it's had its ups and downs. One of the major "ups" is that I toured for 6 weeks throughout Europe with the ever amazing DOUBLE VISION. As much as we shared ourselves through our performances, we gained from interactions with locals and other artists from around the world. I truly believe in the work DOUBLE VISION does and am honored to be a part of it, whether on the beach in Greece, a formerly communist theater in Budapest, Cafe Central in Vienna, an olive grove in Italy, the Czech Republic, the international DUMBO Dance Festival in New York, or a barn in Vermont. My husband has had several of his dance photographs published in newspapers this year, and he collaborated with DOUBLE VISION on our residency in Italy. We also fell in love with the beaches in Nice, France. I rounded out my San Francisco performances with Courage Group and Copious Dance Theater, and since moving to New York, I have been involved in exciting projects with new choreographers and film directors. I have already performed at Brooklyn Fire Proof, Dance New Amsterdam, Danspace at St Marks, Children's Museum of Arts, and John Ryan Theater, and have more shows lined up for next year.
The low point of 2011 was the loss of one of our cats, Humphrey. He was a gorgeous, playful, 12-year old silver Persian angel -- he was truly as selfless as it gets. In San Francisco, I frequently used a large open space in our loft apartment for rehearsals, so all of my dancers and collaborators have known and danced with him, as he could never resist slinking and swishing through the space and our legs while we were in it. I have several rehearsal videos with cameo shots of Humphrey. He was sick for a few months, most seriously after I returned to the States from my tour. He spent as much time in the hospital as out, and he got very thin and lost the use of one of his front paws. Throughout this, he was as loving and sweet as ever, but it was killing us to see him unable to do his favorite things. Just when recovery seemed promising, he had a fatal stroke in our kitchen, and although they say time heals all wounds, I still cannot think of this without tears. It is to him that I dedicate my next project, Love and Lost. I know that I will not be able to do his memory justice, but I still feel compelled to explore the strong emotions of love and loss that are such a crucial and unavoidable part of the human experience. Thus, as I embark on my creative journey for 2012, I am not certain where it will lead, but I know that it will come from an honest place in my heart.